Category: Daily Devotionals

  • The Long Way Around

    The Long Way Around

    Day 32

    Exodus 13–14 | Mark 14:66–15:15

    “By a strong hand the Lord brought us out of Egypt.” (Exodus 13:16)

    God didn’t take Israel on the shortest route to the Promised Land. The direct path through Philistine territory would have gotten them there quickly—but God knew their hearts. He knew that when faced with fear, they’d turn back to the slavery they had just been freed from. So instead, He led them the long way. A harder way. A way through the wilderness.

    But He never left them. The pillar of cloud went before them by day, the fire by night—constant reminders of His presence.

    Then, when Pharaoh’s army closed in, the people panicked. And Moses told them:

    “Fear not, stand firm, and see the salvation of the Lord, which He will work for you today.” (Exodus 14:13)

    Stand firm. Watch God work.

    That hits home.

    I didn’t get the easy way out either. When I woke up in a hospital bed in San Francisco, my hand wrapped in bandages and warming blankets, my future uncertain, I would have given anything for a shortcut to healing. A way around the pain. A quick resolution to the suffering. But instead, He led me the long way—the harder way. The way through the wilderness.

    And yet, like Israel, I was never alone.

    He was there in every detail. In my cousin, the paramedic supervisor who connected me to the best possible care. In my best friend, J, who just happened to be with me when it happened—his years of training as a first responder keeping me calm, talking me through shock and blood loss. In M, who was in the right place at the right time to get my wife to me. In my friend and pastor, Andrei, who walked past hospital staff when they said visitors were impossible, just to pray over me before I was airlifted away. In my mom and sister who dropped everything and drove 600 miles through the night to take care of my daughter. In my Aunt Carol, already in San Francisco for a business trip, waiting at my side when I woke up from surgery—because my wife and daughter were still in Fresno, three hours away.

    No visible pillar of cloud. No fire in the sky. But God was just as present. Just as faithful.

    And still, He says: “Stand firm. Watch Me work.”

    Late last night, my phone rang. It was a brother whose marriage is unraveling under the weight of his pornography addiction and the broken trust his sin caused. He’s desperate for a way forward, but there’s no shortcut through this kind of healing. No quick fix for reconciliation. Just the long way. The hard way.

    But I reminded him that we believe in the God who reconciles. The One who parts seas and makes a way where there is none.

    If you’re in the wilderness today—if the way ahead feels slow, painful, uncertain—know this: The long way is still God’s way. And He never leads us where His presence won’t sustain us.

    Lord, help me trust You in the long way around. When fear and doubt creep in, remind me that You are always near, always working, always faithful. Let me stand firm and watch You move. Amen.

  • Blood on the Doorpost

    Blood on the Doorpost

    Day 31

    Exodus 11–12 | Mark 14:43–65 | Psalm 14

    “When I see the blood, I will pass over you…” (Exodus 12:13)

    The final plague was coming. Death itself would pass through Egypt, and there was only one way to escape it: the blood of the lamb. God’s instruction was clear—each household was to sacrifice a spotless lamb, paint its blood on the doorposts, and take refuge inside. The firstborn in every home without the blood would die.

    No one was exempt based on status. It didn’t matter if you were rich or poor, Egyptian or Israelite, moral or immoral—your only hope was the blood.

    And yet, how often do we convince ourselves otherwise?

    When good isn’t good enough

    I work with high-powered financial services executives who walk the streets of midtown Manhattan and downtown San Diego. They are brilliant builders—of companies, of wealth, of legacies. Many of them are good people. In fact, many of them I am proud to call friends. They donate to charities, take care of their employees, and lead with integrity. And deep down, some believe that because they’ve done good, they are good. That they’ve checked the right boxes and are set—not just in this life, but in the next.

    But when death came for the firstborn in Egypt, no amount of power, influence, or good deeds could stop it. The only thing that mattered was whether the blood was applied.

    Mark 14 paints another picture of men convinced of their own righteousness—the religious leaders who arrested Jesus. They knew the law better than anyone, yet when the Lamb of God stood before them, they rejected Him. The very men who should have recognized the fulfillment of the Passover were blind to it.

    And today? The same deception lingers. People trust in their achievements, their moral efforts, their generosity—but none of it will make them right before a holy God. When judgment comes, it won’t matter how much money you gave, how well you treated people, or what kind of reputation you built.

    The only question that matters

    The only question that will matter is the same one that mattered in Exodus 12: Is the blood applied? Because unless it is, He will not pass over your sins—no matter how much good you’ve done.

    Lord, remind me that nothing I bring to the table can save me. Only the blood of Jesus is enough. Let me never trust in my own righteousness, but in the Lamb who was slain for me. Amen.

  • The Kingdoms of This World

    The Kingdoms of This World

    Day 30

    Exodus 9–10 | Mark 14:12–42

    “For this purpose I have raised you up, to show you My power, so that My name may be proclaimed in all the earth.” (Exodus 9:16)

    My Bible study brothers and I are walking through Daniel right now, and if there’s one truth that keeps standing out, it’s this: God is sovereign over all kingdoms, all rulers, all time.

    In today’s reading, Pharaoh thought he held ultimate power, but God makes it clear—Pharaoh’s rise, his rule, even his resistance—were all under God’s authority. “For this purpose I have raised you up, to show you My power…” (Exodus 9:16)

    At the same time, I can’t stop thinking about a conversation I had with a brother last night—wrestling through the tension between God’s sovereignty and human free will. How can both be true? Scripture is clear that God decrees all things, and yet within His sovereign plan, we make real choices with real consequences. It’s a paradox my finite mind can’t fully grasp, but one I know to be true because God’s Word holds both in perfect harmony.

    And then I come to Mark 14. Jesus—God in the flesh—prays in Gethsemane. “Abba, Father, all things are possible for You. Remove this cup from Me. Yet not what I will, but what You will.” (Mark 14:36) The Son of God prayed to the Father. He wrestled. He pleaded. And yet, He surrendered. If there was ever a moment to resolve the mystery of God’s will and human will, it’s here. Jesus, fully God and fully man, shows us the way. He asked, but He also yielded. He trusted that His Father’s will—though costly—was good.

    Pharaoh hardened his heart. Jesus bowed His. Two pictures of human will—one resisting God, the other surrendering to Him. And in the end, only one kingdom stands.

    I don’t have all the answers to the tension between sovereignty and free will. But I know this: God reigns. Over pharaohs and empires, over nations and history, over my life and yours. He hears our prayers, and yet His purposes never fail. My job and yours isn’t to have it all figured out—it’s to trust Him, pray with boldness, and surrender fully.

    Lord, You are sovereign over all things. Teach me to trust You, even when I don’t understand. And when my will clashes with Yours, give me the faith to surrender. Give me eyes to see that Your ways are always good. Amen.

  • Longing for Heaven

    Longing for Heaven

    Day 29

    Exodus 7–8 | Mark 13:24–14:11 | Psalm 13

    “Then they will see the Son of Man coming in clouds with great power and glory.” (Mark 13:26)

    I’ve been thinking a lot about heaven lately. Maybe it’s the weight of uncertainty in my life right now, the tension of waiting for answers that may not come the way I want them to. Maybe it’s the reality of pain—physical, emotional, spiritual—and the deep, unshakable longing to be free from it all.

    But today’s reading in Mark 13 shifts my focus. Jesus speaks of His return, of the day when every ache, every scar, every burden, every unanswered question will fade in the light of His glory. “Then they will see the Son of Man coming in clouds with great power and glory.” (Mark 13:26) One day, faith will become sight. One day, we will see Him face to face.

    Psalm 13 echoes that longing: “How long, O Lord? Will You forget me forever?” David’s cry is one we all feel at times. The waiting can feel endless, the trials unrelenting. But even in the tension, the psalm doesn’t end in despair. “But I have trusted in Your steadfast love; my heart shall rejoice in Your salvation.” (Psalm 13:5)

    I get that. I know what it feels like to sit in the waiting, desperate for relief, desperate for clarity. But this passage reminds me: the waiting isn’t forever. Heaven is coming. Jesus is coming. And when He does, every longing will be met, every tear wiped away, every wound—physical or otherwise—made whole.

    That’s why we keep going. That’s why we trust, even when the road is hard. Because this life, with all its pain and uncertainty, isn’t the final word.

    Christ is.

    Lord, keep my eyes fixed on eternity. In the waiting, in the struggle, remind me that the day is coming when I will see You face to face. Strengthen my heart to trust You until that day. Amen.

  • He Has Not Forgotten

    He Has Not Forgotten

    Day 28

    Exodus 5–6 | Mark 13:1–23

    “I have remembered My covenant… I will take you as My people, and I will be your God. Then you shall know that I am the Lord your God who brings you out from under the burdens of the Egyptians.” (Exodus 6:5, 7)

    Some days feel heavy—today is one of them. Work is chaotic, and the weight of balancing tasks, navigating uncertainty, and leading others is overwhelming. It’s in moments like this—when I’m tempted to procrastinate and push off my Bible reading—that God’s Word often speaks the loudest. Today, in Exodus 6, He reminded me: “I have remembered My covenant.” Those words stopped me in my tracks.

    How often do I forget? How often do I let the weight of daily life drown out God’s promises? But He doesn’t forget. He hasn’t forgotten. He never will. His covenant—His promise to redeem and restore—is unshakable.

    Then comes verse 7: “I will take you as My people, and I will be your God. Then you shall know that I am the Lord your God who brings you out from under the burdens of the Egyptians.” Though He was speaking to Israel, those words feel so personal to me today. God’s deliverance of Israel from Egypt was more than a historical event—it was a glimpse of His redemptive power for all who would trust Him. He hasn’t abandoned me to my burdens. He is the God who delivers—who brings His people out of their Egypt and into His freedom.

    God’s faithfulness to Israel reminds me that His promises endure through every generation. In Mark 13, Jesus speaks of trials and hardships—challenges that require the same trust and endurance God called for in the wilderness. The chaos of life is no surprise to Him, nor does it thwart His purposes. The God who delivered Israel is the same God who meets me in my uncertainty and exhaustion. His power to deliver didn’t end in Egypt—it extends to every burden we carry, every fear we face.

    His promise still stands today: “I will bring you out.”

    Lord, thank You for being the God who remembers, even though I often forget. When the burdens of life are overwhelming, remind me of Your unshakable promise. Teach me to trust You as You lead me out of my Egypt and into Your freedom. Amen.

  • Trusting God’s Sufficiency

    Trusting God’s Sufficiency

    Day 27

    Exodus 3–4 | Mark 12:13–44 | Psalm 12

    “But Moses said to God, ‘Who am I that I should go to Pharaoh and bring the children of Israel out of Egypt?’ He said, ‘I will be with you…’” (Exodus 3:11–12)

    Moses’ question resonates with me deeply: “Who am I?” It’s a cry of inadequacy—the fear that what we have to offer isn’t enough. Standing before the burning bush, Moses sees only his weakness, but God points to His own sufficiency. “I will be with you” isn’t just a reassurance—it’s a call to trust in His power rather than our own limitations.

    In Mark 12, Jesus highlights the widow’s offering. Two small coins—nearly invisible compared to the wealth of others—yet Jesus says her gift is the greatest. Why? Because she gave all she had, trusting that God would sustain her. Her faith reminds me that God isn’t looking for grand gestures—He’s looking for surrender, no matter how small or inadequate it may feel.

    Today, I’m sitting under the weight of uncertainty. Just this morning, I learned that the company acquiring mine will begin notifying us in the coming weeks whether I have a job or not. The prognosis is far from promising. At the same time, I’m still recovering from my hand injury, uncertain of how this will shape my future. I feel like Moses—seeing only my weaknesses—and like the widow, holding out my meager offering, trusting God to use it as He wills.

    Scripture reassures me that what I bring to the table isn’t what matters most. Moses was called to obedience, not perfection. The widow gave from her lack, not her abundance. God isn’t limited by what we can’t do—He works through our surrender to accomplish His purposes.

    Psalm 12 reminds me why I can trust Him: “The words of the Lord are pure words, like silver refined in a furnace.” His promises are true and unshakable. In the face of uncertainty, it’s His faithfulness—not my adequacy—that will carry me through.

    Today, I don’t have all the answers. But I have this: the assurance that the same God who spoke to Moses, who noticed the widow, and who refines His words like silver, is present with me. His sufficiency fills every gap, and His grace meets me in my weakness.

    Lord, when I feel like I don’t have enough, remind me that You are enough. Teach me to trust Your promises, even in the waiting. Help me surrender my fears, plans, and inadequacies, knowing that Your presence is all I need. Amen.

  • God’s Faithful Provision

    God’s Faithful Provision

    Day 26

    Exodus 1–2 | Mark 11:26–12:12

    “The stone that the builders rejected has become the cornerstone.” (Mark 12:10)

    The story of Moses’s birth in Exodus 2 is one of hope born out of desperation. His mother, faced with the unthinkable, entrusts her son to God’s care by placing him in a basket in the Nile. It must have felt like surrendering him to an uncertain fate—but God was at work, orchestrating a plan of redemption not just for Moses, but for an entire nation.

    Mark 12 reminds us that Jesus is our ultimate cornerstone—the One who brings hope and redemption in the midst of brokenness. He is the foundation of every good thing, even when the path forward feels unclear or impossible.

    In 2011, my wife and I found ourselves in a season of uncertainty. We were pregnant with Sophia, living beyond our means in Sacramento, and we knew God was calling us to move back to Fresno. But it didn’t make sense on paper. The job I was offered came with an $11,000 pay cut. We couldn’t make ends meet and had to move in with my in-laws. We had debt. We were expecting a daughter but didn’t even have health insurance.

    It felt like we were stepping out into the unknown, much like Moses’s mother when she released that basket into the river. But God provided. He gave us a home in Fresno—small and humble, in a rough neighborhood—but it was exactly what we needed. It came at the lowest point of the housing market, and we were able to buy it at a price we could afford. What felt like a leap of faith turned into a story of God’s faithfulness. Looking back, I can see how God’s timing and provision were perfect, even though it didn’t feel that way at the time.

    God’s plans often unfold in ways we don’t expect. His provision doesn’t always align with our timeline or preferences, but it is always good. Like the Israelites in Exodus, He sees us in our need. Like the tenants in Mark 12, He invites us to build our lives on the cornerstone of Christ, trusting that He will sustain us through every trial.

    Lord, thank You for Your faithfulness and provision in every season. Help me to trust Your timing and to surrender my fears to You, knowing that You are always working for my good and Your glory. Amen.

  • God’s Redemption in Our Wounds

    God’s Redemption in Our Wounds

    Day 25

    Genesis 49–50 | Mark 11:1–25 | Psalm 11

    “As for you, you meant evil against me, but God meant it for good…” (Genesis 50:20)

    Joseph’s words, spoken with the clarity of hindsight, declare God’s sovereignty with boldness. After years of betrayal, hardship, and waiting, Joseph looked back and saw how God turned what others intended for harm into a means of redemption—for his family and for countless others. I’ve watched that same truth play out in my own life.

    Years ago, a relationship I held dear was fractured. Words were spoken that cut deep, and the pain lingered far beyond the moment. At the time, I struggled with forgiveness. I knew what Scripture said about it, but living it out was another matter entirely.

    The hurt felt too raw, too unjust, and I wrestled with the idea of releasing it. Forgiveness, in that season, felt like surrendering control—like letting go of something I wasn’t ready to hand over to God. But healing didn’t come until I did.

    It took time—more time than I wanted. But slowly, God softened my heart. He reminded me that forgiveness isn’t about ignoring pain or pretending it didn’t happen. It’s about entrusting justice to Him. And as I loosened my grip on bitterness, I found something unexpected—peace. What I once thought was impossible became a testimony of His power to redeem.

    In Mark 11, Jesus commands His disciples to forgive when they pray. Not because it’s easy. Not because the hurt isn’t real. But because forgiveness is an act of faith—an act of trust in the God who redeems. These passages remind me that forgiveness is never easy, but it is freeing. When we release our grip on past wounds, we make room for God to redeem what once felt irredeemable.

    And Psalm 11 reminds us of why we can: “The Lord is in His holy temple; the Lord’s throne is in heaven.” No sin, no betrayal, no evil lies outside of His rule. His sovereignty ensures that every wound and every injustice will serve His purposes in the end.

    Lord, thank You for redeeming what was meant for harm. Teach me to forgive as You have forgiven me, and to trust that You are working all things for Your glory and my good. Strengthen my faith as I rest in Your justice, mercy, and faithfulness. Amen.

  • The God Who Sees Our Days

    The God Who Sees Our Days

    Day 24

    Genesis 47–48 | Mark 10:32–52

    “The God before whom my fathers Abraham and Isaac walked, the God who has been my shepherd all my life long to this day.” (Genesis 48:15)

    Birthdays invite reflection. Today, as I turn another year older, I find myself looking back over the years—at the joys, the heartbreaks, the triumphs, the trials. Life hasn’t turned out how I envisioned it, and yet I see God’s hand so clearly, weaving purpose through it all.

    Genesis 47–48 shows us Jacob at the end of his life. A man who had known profound pain and loss, Jacob now sees God’s faithfulness in ways he couldn’t during his years of wrestling and wandering. In blessing Joseph’s sons, he proclaims God’s goodness—the God who had shepherded him all his days and redeemed his life from the depths.

    In Mark 10, Jesus is on His way to the cross. His disciples struggle to grasp the weight of what’s ahead, but one man, blind Bartimaeus, cries out for mercy. When Jesus asks, “What do you want me to do for you?” Bartimaeus responds so simply: “Rabbi, let me recover my sight.” And Jesus, moved by faith, heals him.

    Today, I feel the tension of those two stories. Like Jacob, I reflect on the past and God’s faithful hand is so apparent, even though I couldn’t see it at the time. Like Bartimaeus, I sit here aware of my own blindness—not just physically, as my hand still heals, but spiritually, where I still wrestle to see God’s purposes fully. Yet through it all, He has been my Shepherd, guiding me, providing for me, showing me that His mercy is sufficient.

    Birthdays remind me of how fleeting life is, yet also how faithful God is. He sees every moment of our lives—every joy, every sorrow, every in-between. And in His perfect timing, He brings redemption and purpose, often in ways we don’t expect.

    Lord, thank You for shepherding me through another year. Open my eyes to see You more clearly. Teach me to trust Your goodness in every season and to use the days You’ve given me for Your glory. Amen.

  • The God Who Provides

    The God Who Provides

    Day 23

    Genesis 45–46 | Mark 10:1–31 | Proverbs 2

    “Come down to me; do not tarry. You shall dwell in the land of Goshen, and you shall be near me, you and your children and your children’s children.” (Genesis 45:9–10)

    Genesis 45 is one of the most moving chapters in Scripture. After years of separation, betrayal, and suffering, Joseph reveals himself to his brothers. What stands out isn’t just the reconciliation—it’s the overwhelming provision. Joseph, once sold into slavery by these same brothers, now invites them to come close, offering refuge, resources, and hope in a time of famine.

    This story is a powerful reminder that God’s provision often comes in ways we least expect. What Joseph’s brothers intended for harm, God used for good—not just for Joseph’s family but for the entire nation.

    In Mark 10, Jesus challenges a rich young man to sell all he has and follow Him. The man walks away sorrowful, clinging to his wealth. The contrast between Joseph’s generosity and this man’s reluctance is striking. True provision comes not from what we possess but from who we follow. Jesus tells His disciples that those who leave everything for His sake will receive far more in return—eternal life and a relationship with Him, the ultimate provider.

    Proverbs 2 reminds us that wisdom, understanding, and every good gift come from the Lord. When we seek Him, He grants not only provision but protection, guidance, and life itself.

    God is not distant in our trials. He works through the brokenness, redeeming what was meant for harm, and provides what we truly need.

    Lord, thank You for being the God who provides—often in ways I don’t expect. Teach me to trust You with what I have and to hold everything loosely, knowing You are my ultimate treasure. Amen.